Only on the third week back and I am already dying from the homework. Last semester's work load wasn't bad, but this semester is a new assignment every night. Currently, I am stuck on math and frankly I am tried of hitting "similar question". This has been getting more difficult to not just drop out each day. I have three assignments due in about 12 hours, so what do I decide to do? Blog.
Take my advice and don't do as I do here.
This last week has been pretty crazy actually. I made some new friends. My one friend Chris, introduced me to his friends. Friday night, all hung out and well things got exciting. When I got there, his friends were there and we chilled and talked about stuff. They left to go get high in someone's room so it was just Chris and I. Before I knew it, we were kissing. His roommate suddenly burst through the door and I fell off his lap and onto the floor. My heart was pounding. His roommate just laughed then grabbed a bag and left once more. I awkwardly stood up and Chris continued to kiss me. Well things escalated to say the least. We broke his futon actually... It was a first for both of us. (Breaking the futon, not...) ANYWAY, afterwards I realized how drunk we both were and how crazy the situation was but we were both pretty chill with it. The rest of the night we hung out in Nick's room, and talked about life and religion and crazy things and philosophies. Then around 2a.m. I fell asleep on the futon. It was a crazy night but it was cool. Best part is that it wasn't serious or anything. This is a first for me, but I like the fact I don't have to stress about any of it honestly.
This last week, I also found the amazing powers of cocoa butter! If you have never rubbed cocoa butter on your body, then I feel sorry for you!
Also I realized something. Briana, Kyle, Miles, and Dustin have all been a bit distant from me lately. I know it is just because we are all busy with our schooling and work and whatnot. It's still weird though. To go from seeing them everyday to seeing them every few days. I feel so stupid saying that. They are them, I am I, and I get this, but doesn't mean I still don't miss the comfort of hanging out with people who also enjoy hanging out with me.
Wish me luck with these assignments. I'll need it.
~Xands
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